i'm not happy thinking that some of my very buddy colleagues are on their way to redang, a trip that i initiated but can't go. so sad lor! every other minute, i'm wondering 'hmmm, the bus is now 1/5 way there and perhaps making a stop for some supper at one of the road side setups in malaysia'. *wails*

the sun, the sand and the sea - my favourite combination.

though i think redang is so overpopulated with tourists right now because so many friends or friends of friends or friends of friends of friends or friends of....(well, i think you get the picture) has been there or going there or is there right now, this season.

so many people not fun one lor. how to enjoy thoroughly when it looks like east coast park with blue waters on a sunny sunday afternoon?

but my colleague told me i'm being sour grapes as i cannot go.

no lor. not true lor. i think not fun lor. i'm not a bunch of sour grapes okie!

::~284~::

i think regan is growing at an alarming rate...

sometimes, when i'm not so tired and not in a rush to continue watching my tv or surfing net, i will spend more time tucking regan into bed. yes, i'm that bad a mom to view that the telly and internet are more important. :p anyways, so tonight happens to be one of the night i've got more time to tickle him and play-pretend with him during his bedtime but...

me : ok, i sing you songs ok?
regan : don't need. big boy cannot sing song already.

::~283~::

i've been sick, very sick. :(

what a bad time to fall sick when there is so many activities over the last weekend planned. :(

i'm feeling depressed that i've wasted a weekend full of activities. :(

i hate being sick. :(

today manage to get off work early for some weird unknown reason. expected to work late as another colleague is on leave. haa... nevertheless, its going to be work-till-10pm for tomorrow as some renovation contractors are coming to touch up some parts of the lousy botched job they did earlier.

stupid right, they do lousy job but we got to suffer with them when its not our damn problem.

though i hate soccer but for some weird unknown reason again, i'm like more interested in this year's matches. funny... and i can sit through one whole game. which is amazing considering i used to just fall asleep almost immediately once the tv is tune to a soccer match last time. nope, i did not bet on any team so no reason why i should be like monetary motivated keen in watching.

i hope no one around me is going to bet heavily. 'shi du jiu shu' lor. little bit for fun ok la - like betting on saudi arabia - 10 to 3500 (last heard)! haha...

its going to be a long week. felt super depressed about work yesterday when i thought about the long week as whole week got somebody not around in office everyday. but after going through one day today, it wasn't as bad as i imagine and i realised i'm not on duty this saturday (bad news is will be on duty every saturday for the next 3 saturdays).

hope such optimistic thinking sustain lor. hope my happiness won't be short-lived lor. hope its really going to be like today everyday lor.

its school holidays month. its world cup month. its ah di coming home month. its regan's birthday month. its father's day month. its joanna's birthday month. its a month before my birthday month. its a month before dar's birthday month. its cartoon network concert on sunday which regan will be going month. its a rainy month. its a 18-june jovan and swimming coach go overseas thus no swimming class month. its regan's first art class on last day of june at the nearby cc month.

wa, its a month that seems boring but full of many things month after listing all of them down.

anyways, looking forward to ah di coming back from perth. that means cal will be around everyday. which also leads to one more person for me to torture or keep me entertain. hee... and can go sentosa la, bbq la - more people more fun!

hope to do even more interesting things still. still pretty sad i can't go redang during end of the month with my colleagues. it would be so fun. but actually go with who also ok la because the main point is I WANT TO GO REDANG. *sighs*

i is want to go redang so much lor...

i just have the mood to blog and blog and blog...and blog and blog and blog.

52 contacts on my msn and noone is online. damn, just when i feel like talking to someone, anyone at all.

so i shall just blog.

my life is so lame sometimes. can it be ever highly highly highly interesting?

feeling like a yo-yo this couple of days. got good days and bad days. but who doesn't? not too please that things are moving *interrupt i hear some GOAL shouts, has the first match of world cup started? i thought it starts at 3am or something? hmmm* like kinda slow.

i'm not talking about time here because time on the other hand is moving too fast. but i'm talking about things like my career progression and...and... erm, ok thats it, just my career progression. why does things take so long to move from once phrase to the next?

i'm not really a patient person lor. but i'm also not so capable until can move up and up and up. no brains, no looks (female boss so got look also no use), no luck. HOW?

life is stagnant now and its getting boring with all the daily many and lots and tons mundane things that i must do to get past each day.

why like that? i only i have a magic wand or a genie or a fairy or something that i can wish a thousand wishes that i can wish and wish and wish. yay~

*interrupt goals shouts again? i think the match has started. but so fast got team want to kick goal liao ar? i hate football actually! so boring. sit and watch like 120 mins for that 1 min of ball flying pass the goal post lor. how fun is that?*

ok la, i go on my tv to check if the very first world cup match has began. got game in office to guess then top 16, top 8, top 4 and so on to get the most number of points and win the pool of money. wanted to participate but i really don't know which team to choose lor. so its sure money give to those li hai punters thus never join in.

any tips anyone? i think not too late to submit my form to them though. if you are good at this, give me a list of...erm...i think...top 16, top 8, top 4, last 2 and your guess of winning team will you?

got the mood suddenly to blog after reading an email one of regan's classmate mother on her blog. hee... visit her!

i'm very sure you (like dap, cal, xiangying, pamela, rachel) will like it lor. i love the designs (especially the sweet sweet ones because i'm such a sweet sweet girl - hahahahaha, don't puke) but i'm not a dangling earring girl. actually i'm not an accessories person la.

i do wear them (those non-dangling non-fanciful types) but i too lazy to change. so once i wear it will always be there till it drop off by itself a.k.a. i lost it unknowingly. *bleahz*

anyways, do give her your support ya as i think the designs are very original, it comes in limited pieces so not common and best part is the price is affordable. she accepts orders via emails too!

buy direct best because no middleman to cut the comm but if you want to browse, her creations are available at far east plaza too.

i'm excited as i've no friend (consider a friend la hor, if not son's friend mother like so long-winded right?) whom is selling accessories. do have some friends who make but for their own wear and they don't blog about it at all. heh...

will blog about regan's birthday 2 days ago soon with photos (hopefully, too lazy to upload and save and do the collage and publish lor). unless someone want to volunteer to do it? pretty please? *winks* anyone? ok, i know when i'm being ignored. *pouts*